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The Goth Challenge: Day 27
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Day Twenty-Seven: The worst thing you ever did to a newbie.
I am the newbie and the worst thing I ever did to myself was not start expressing who I am sooner! It might seem somewhat trivial but you have no idea how horrible this is to me! I feel like I should've done what I'm doing now years ago. It almost hurts that I'm starting "so late" now, at all times. I just don't understand why I didn't listen to my inner deviant screaming from within in 2008. I tried to start with prose instead of materialistic things, but that was just a waste of time. And now I'm just so unhappy...and it's just a bad time to be starting. At least I think so...because I'm a Muslim...not to mention money is so tight now...and my mental issues...
In other news, I'm at the library again and I still wish I had a camera. Picking up my laptop around to take pictures of things just doesn't feel safe for dear T2.L (my laptop). He's fragile and so young!!! D: NOT TO MENTION HUGE. His screen is 17'' for crying out loud!
Anyone else make lists of all of the online sites they want to buy from? I find myself browsing those sites for hours...and of course all of my favorites and adding favorites on Etsy~ Etsy...is heaven. An expensive heaven. And I'm surprised I have so many stores from all around the world...Europe, UK, Asia, Australia, New Zealand...Makes me happy.
I am the newbie and the worst thing I ever did to myself was not start expressing who I am sooner! It might seem somewhat trivial but you have no idea how horrible this is to me! I feel like I should've done what I'm doing now years ago. It almost hurts that I'm starting "so late" now, at all times. I just don't understand why I didn't listen to my inner deviant screaming from within in 2008. I tried to start with prose instead of materialistic things, but that was just a waste of time. And now I'm just so unhappy...and it's just a bad time to be starting. At least I think so...because I'm a Muslim...not to mention money is so tight now...and my mental issues...
In other news, I'm at the library again and I still wish I had a camera. Picking up my laptop around to take pictures of things just doesn't feel safe for dear T2.L (my laptop). He's fragile and so young!!! D: NOT TO MENTION HUGE. His screen is 17'' for crying out loud!
Anyone else make lists of all of the online sites they want to buy from? I find myself browsing those sites for hours...and of course all of my favorites and adding favorites on Etsy~ Etsy...is heaven. An expensive heaven. And I'm surprised I have so many stores from all around the world...Europe, UK, Asia, Australia, New Zealand...Makes me happy.